As I walk down the street on this summer day,
I’m walking through every other summer day
that came before.
All of the ones
contained within me
burst open like that barefooted girl running through fresh cut grass,
sprinkler soaking her neon swimsuit in skinny lines.
The sun on my face feels inseparable from the way
those popsicles dribbled sticky pink and blue
down my chin.
The lilacs in their purple plumes
smell of
shish kebabs over an open grill
and the faint smell of chlorine
that would never quite fade from my hair.
And in the evening,
when the lights shine in dusky twilight,
I see a forest of fireflies
glittering around him
on that fragrant summer night.
The cutouts of buildings over the canals –
they’re New York skyscrapers stretching up between us.
The ripples on the water,
the way our course was set in time.
I can see it all,
every summer,
just a turn of the kaleidoscope,
light playing off
the car windows
lining the street.
I feel the seasons rake through me, hold me
like those needless August fires,
rage like the logs set a flame,
pull me,
an urgent stroke beneath quiet days.